Heaviness: That Isn't Yours

Heaviness: That Isn't Yours

Entry Date
Jul 31, 2021
Category
Daily Recap
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This will be quick.
Today was wild. Wild? Idk. Maybe.
What is wild vs normal?
That's a question for a different day. Right now I'm jotting down the day. This isn't necessarily neat. But, I'm glad im here. Writing. Expressing.

Today

I added my writing notebook to the website. I'm planning on writing four (4) essays in the month of August. I'm entering the Medium Writers Challenge.
I'm joining because I have a strong desire to write. I want to write my story. I want to write about the experiences I've had and the patterns I witness.
CM and I walked into WalMart this morning and whoa...It carried a dark cloud. The people all had sad, heavy faces. And the cashier was unhelpful and unkind. While we stood in line to checkout my being was scanning for the exits. I wanted out. It was difficult standing in that line witnessing the ecosystem interact.
My saving grace was being able to see myself in the people around me. I saw myself in everything. It helped bring compassion to the moment and it helped me stop freaking the fuck out. It's nice to know when energy that doesn't feel good and is moving through your body isn't yours. Today, WalMart energy brought that on. I am thankful for my friend who helps me walk through the clouds with clarity.
Today was a fun day even though it started with the well pump going out for the third time in two weeks. We still don't have water in the farmhouse but that's okay. I feel full. Full in the sense that everything is alright. I am happy and full and grateful.
I added wrestling videos to this website today. Oh...and Twenty Two Alchemy website got some new projects added to it this afternoon. One of them being this website.
Cheerio.
I'm outta here.
Deuces.
It's bedtime.
Or inversion time.
Gonna finish a movie.
And get stoned.